i get help here alot! matt is amazing!!
umm lets see they have computers air hocky WII games pool and amazing people!! its awesome here!! and im sitting on the computer randomly IM'ing the person RIGHT NEXT to me.
homework later..and well this is a good up date im doing great! although the arm does still a little hurt. and my dad made me mad..i dont mind! I LOVE GOD!
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
its anything but::
Lately you have heard all the good i have done. what you havent heard is how poorly i have gotten, although i know everything has a purpose and i dont regret nothing i have done. its still not okay!
in the past week it hasnt been to well. i have done some pretty stupid things. to start off, i care. By that i mean my looks and what other people see me to be, and what i let them see me as. (like a mask if you will.) that isn't good! Christians shouldn't care, we should care about how to live our life out loud for god. So that we may take a stand for him one day.
-let me tell you a little bit more about me. I suffer of depression, anorexia, OCD, ADD, dyslexia, and i know more than i should (i added the last part :P) there is so much thats happened in my life a little girl should not have to go through! EVER!! but i did, and i did it alone..with God!
anyhow! i started to eat only 753 calories a day, now if you know anything about health you know your not to have anyless than 1200 calories PER DAY! well just to make some people happy i went to 1000 calories. i constantly look in the mirror and dont like what i see. i wish that plastic surgery was an option, and i know that its not possible! today caleb Torrez packed me a lunch and sits by me, so i have to eat it. ugh, it was more than i eat in a day! LITERALY, that sucked! i felt like i wanted to braf it all up. But i did not, because he took food from his house to feed me and i care about the kid! so i did as he asked me to.
I will admit god has spoken through some people to talk to me, and i have heard...i just havent applied anything yet! -im one lazy christian i can say!! :P sometimes i hate it, other times im like ehh oh well i'll have time. But truth is, i dont..im living on the edge of the new begining. IT WILL COME! just not when people say so..
"time is only real because humans made time, no where in the bible does it say god made monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday or sunday! NOT EVEN the months..or the 24 hours in a day! We, the humans did!"
on top of this...im a suverly broken person helping EVERYONE around me, its the hardest thing god has ever asked me to do! but in his name, and his will i will do it! :) for him.
im learning to take it to the cross..and i know im not alone..
i think ima write a sermion..it sounds good!
in the past week it hasnt been to well. i have done some pretty stupid things. to start off, i care. By that i mean my looks and what other people see me to be, and what i let them see me as. (like a mask if you will.) that isn't good! Christians shouldn't care, we should care about how to live our life out loud for god. So that we may take a stand for him one day.
-let me tell you a little bit more about me. I suffer of depression, anorexia, OCD, ADD, dyslexia, and i know more than i should (i added the last part :P) there is so much thats happened in my life a little girl should not have to go through! EVER!! but i did, and i did it alone..with God!
anyhow! i started to eat only 753 calories a day, now if you know anything about health you know your not to have anyless than 1200 calories PER DAY! well just to make some people happy i went to 1000 calories. i constantly look in the mirror and dont like what i see. i wish that plastic surgery was an option, and i know that its not possible! today caleb Torrez packed me a lunch and sits by me, so i have to eat it. ugh, it was more than i eat in a day! LITERALY, that sucked! i felt like i wanted to braf it all up. But i did not, because he took food from his house to feed me and i care about the kid! so i did as he asked me to.
I will admit god has spoken through some people to talk to me, and i have heard...i just havent applied anything yet! -im one lazy christian i can say!! :P sometimes i hate it, other times im like ehh oh well i'll have time. But truth is, i dont..im living on the edge of the new begining. IT WILL COME! just not when people say so..
"time is only real because humans made time, no where in the bible does it say god made monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday or sunday! NOT EVEN the months..or the 24 hours in a day! We, the humans did!"
on top of this...im a suverly broken person helping EVERYONE around me, its the hardest thing god has ever asked me to do! but in his name, and his will i will do it! :) for him.
im learning to take it to the cross..and i know im not alone..
i think ima write a sermion..it sounds good!
Friday, December 4, 2009
Faithfulness
Today I would like to ask you, how faithful are you? And no I’m not talking about in your relationship with your partner, I’m talking about God. For some people it is so easy to be faithful to a partner and you will never thing of betraying or cheat that person because you love them so much. Now my dear friend why can’t we tread God with that love? He deserves it more then anybody here on earth.
In our walk with God it’s not always easy to be faithful, but we give up so easily. When things are going good we thank God and knows He remembers us…( I must say not everybody, some forget to thank God when all Goes well….) but tonight I’m talking about the believers that thank God for what He does and when everything goes wrong we are so easy and quick to say that God has forgotten about us and that He does not love us. I’m asking you tonight, is that fair of us?
We are faithful only when it suits us and then we ask why God does not answer our prayers. We need to be faithful in good and in bad times and I want to encourage you to be even more in bad times.
We can see from Ps 37:3 God wants us to be faithful; we need to trust in God
Psa 37:3 Trust in the LORD, and do good; dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness.
My dear friends, let me tell you something today….you where not made for everything to go well, you will always have difficult times and no matter how hard you pray and how much you believe…Jesus Himself said in John 3 that trouble is coming…but how awesome to know that God will always be faithful
Deu 32:4 "The Rock, his work is perfect, for all his ways are justice. A God of faithfulness and without iniquity, just and upright is he.
We have the greatest example of all time of faithfulness, love, grace, patients….and that is Jesus, I’m asking you today, why don’t we follow His footsteps? Why don’t we be faithful to Him like He has been to us?
We need to give God something in return for all He has done for us and we can start by faithfulness….
Have a great weekend my friends and my God bless you always
In our walk with God it’s not always easy to be faithful, but we give up so easily. When things are going good we thank God and knows He remembers us…( I must say not everybody, some forget to thank God when all Goes well….) but tonight I’m talking about the believers that thank God for what He does and when everything goes wrong we are so easy and quick to say that God has forgotten about us and that He does not love us. I’m asking you tonight, is that fair of us?
We are faithful only when it suits us and then we ask why God does not answer our prayers. We need to be faithful in good and in bad times and I want to encourage you to be even more in bad times.
We can see from Ps 37:3 God wants us to be faithful; we need to trust in God
Psa 37:3 Trust in the LORD, and do good; dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness.
My dear friends, let me tell you something today….you where not made for everything to go well, you will always have difficult times and no matter how hard you pray and how much you believe…Jesus Himself said in John 3 that trouble is coming…but how awesome to know that God will always be faithful
Deu 32:4 "The Rock, his work is perfect, for all his ways are justice. A God of faithfulness and without iniquity, just and upright is he.
We have the greatest example of all time of faithfulness, love, grace, patients….and that is Jesus, I’m asking you today, why don’t we follow His footsteps? Why don’t we be faithful to Him like He has been to us?
We need to give God something in return for all He has done for us and we can start by faithfulness….
Have a great weekend my friends and my God bless you always
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
frankness
Good day everyone,
How are all of you doing? I trust in our amazing Father that you are all good and growing in your walk with Him everyday.
So many of us think its not right to talk to God all the time, we grow up with the believe that you are not allowed to bother God. We are not allowed to talk to Him whenever we feel like it. Well today I want to share very good news with you!
God wants you to talk to Him, every day whenever you want to. Just like you can go to your mom and dad, so can you go to God. There is no specific time or day that you have to go into conversation with our Father, He is there for us all the time day and night.
So today I would like to talk a bit about frankness…..
But lets first se what the word means:
Expressing true opinion: open, honest, and sometimes forceful in expressing true feelings and opinions
Let me be frank with you. Showing openness and bluntness: allowing people's true feelings and opinions to be openly and often bluntly stated a frank discussion of our differences.
Pleasingly honest: having or showing an appealingly open and honest nature has a frank manner that won her many friends.
Undisguised: openly expressed, without concealment or disguise regarded him with frank loathing
We need to build a relationship with God and we need to be frank about it. As a Christian it is very important to understand frankness because if we don’t understand it how can we express our true feelings when we stand before God everyday. God knows everything but how many of us try to hide away what we really think and feel? We need to open up to God so that He can start working in us. I know its difficult out there but God has send us awesome help…the Holy Spirit, we must just let Him into our lives.
To be frank is not to be rude and hateful, its to expressing true feelings in a godly manner. We still need to stay humble and walk in the footsteps of Jesus.
Please go each day in with the knowledge that God wants to have a relationship with you and that He cant wait for the day when you decide to let Him in completely. Don’t wait to long to make that decision .
I really hope you have a awesome week and that Gods purpose for your life will unfold before your eyes.
How are all of you doing? I trust in our amazing Father that you are all good and growing in your walk with Him everyday.
So many of us think its not right to talk to God all the time, we grow up with the believe that you are not allowed to bother God. We are not allowed to talk to Him whenever we feel like it. Well today I want to share very good news with you!
God wants you to talk to Him, every day whenever you want to. Just like you can go to your mom and dad, so can you go to God. There is no specific time or day that you have to go into conversation with our Father, He is there for us all the time day and night.
So today I would like to talk a bit about frankness…..
But lets first se what the word means:
Expressing true opinion: open, honest, and sometimes forceful in expressing true feelings and opinions
Let me be frank with you. Showing openness and bluntness: allowing people's true feelings and opinions to be openly and often bluntly stated a frank discussion of our differences.
Pleasingly honest: having or showing an appealingly open and honest nature has a frank manner that won her many friends.
Undisguised: openly expressed, without concealment or disguise regarded him with frank loathing
We need to build a relationship with God and we need to be frank about it. As a Christian it is very important to understand frankness because if we don’t understand it how can we express our true feelings when we stand before God everyday. God knows everything but how many of us try to hide away what we really think and feel? We need to open up to God so that He can start working in us. I know its difficult out there but God has send us awesome help…the Holy Spirit, we must just let Him into our lives.
To be frank is not to be rude and hateful, its to expressing true feelings in a godly manner. We still need to stay humble and walk in the footsteps of Jesus.
Please go each day in with the knowledge that God wants to have a relationship with you and that He cant wait for the day when you decide to let Him in completely. Don’t wait to long to make that decision .
I really hope you have a awesome week and that Gods purpose for your life will unfold before your eyes.
Klemen Von Meternich
thats about all i know!! :P
havent started...and carrie is done and staring at this screen lol
shes sharing science!! wooot GO MR ANDERSON!
carrie: im not sharing
ME: liar!
anyways...yeahh super club yesterday was amazing..
go on youtube, and search lifehouse - everything
one heck of a skit let me tell you, i almost cried but bryce was there so im like ummm no! tuh..i watched the video online and i balled like a baby...god, im a chiken :P
[i just got told a secret! shh. its mine!]
....well im outs...[in english lab, for history! woot! ha yeahhhh not really.]
havent started...and carrie is done and staring at this screen lol
shes sharing science!! wooot GO MR ANDERSON!
carrie: im not sharing
ME: liar!
anyways...yeahh super club yesterday was amazing..
go on youtube, and search lifehouse - everything
one heck of a skit let me tell you, i almost cried but bryce was there so im like ummm no! tuh..i watched the video online and i balled like a baby...god, im a chiken :P
[i just got told a secret! shh. its mine!]
....well im outs...[in english lab, for history! woot! ha yeahhhh not really.]
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